Porch Sittin

So I finally decided to make good use of the porch outside my room and the swing that's on it. It is definitely one of my favorite things about my room (in addition to my bathroom haha). I feel like I am embracing the epitome of a lovely peaceful summer evening as I sit here and drink my cup of hot tea. I hate that my summer days are dwindling down to nothing, and I get anxious now as I look at my countdown to PT school on my dashboard. What the eff am I doing? It's too real now. I miss all my roommates like crazy. I think it's starting to hit me that I'm starting over and nothing is going to be the same anymore. I don't know if I like that yet. I know there are others whose situation is a little more extreme than mine (i.e. Kelly Russell), but still this is going to be harder than I thought. Or maybe I just really hadn't thought about it... gosh. I hope things all work out. My mind has been goin crazy about several things these past few days, which is probably a sign that I need to put this all in God's hands. He's got his reasons for things working out the way they have so far. Trust is hard sometimes. Well I'm going to get back to my porch sittin now.